Saturday, January 7, 2012
Saturdays are for what again?
Back to today- I have so far managed to eat HO R R I B L E. This past week I went to Publix and bought healthier food than normal (for me) - like soups, wheat bread, cases of water, and crackers. Well I broke that a day later by buying cupcakes & chocolate. Ugh. I am such an emotional eater and when shopping at Publix being in a grouchy mood- of course chocolate and cupcakes would come out of that trip. I go off on tangents enough huh. . .
I have eaten crappy today and not changed out of my pj's. . . However, I have worked on court stuff for my attorney meeting Tuesday. I hope it goes well and not south how I feel it will. We have to respond to my ex's petition by the 16th and that is sooo close.
On another note, only 4-5hrs of daylight left and I have decided to watch tv with princess, take her to the park and then call it a day by having supper with a friend and some good girl talk. My to do list is however looming over my head but the attorney meeting is clouding the clarity of my list causing me to think I won't truly accomplish anything on that list until I have taken care of the meeting Tuesday. Wish me luck, my baby girl and I need all of it!
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
FREEZING & Pudginess?
So this weather is too cold. I am too fat. Put those two things together--you get a giant snowball of winter clothes with a face sticking out!
So on another note, the fireplace is going and I'm so comfy in this couch spot that I don't want to move and start working on the stuff I am already procrastinating on!
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Car Wash
Note to self--bring a magazine next time I'm having my car cleaned, Aghhhhh! I keep perusing through crap hanging on walls and I know I'm going to end up giving in to buying some of it....
I'm two white chocolate candy pieces in the hole and my car is almost finished... Just a few more minutes & then I can escape this shopaholic-frequent junk spender's worst nightmare.
Friday, December 30, 2011
Family & Friends
There is not much better in this world than the evening I just had with family & friends. We were a little melting pot of fellowship. Quality time around supper out and then discussions at home.
I truly enjoy and miss my Lakeland familia. I'm glad we've also added a great character from South FL thanks to my baby did bringing him home for the holiday.
Goodnight world.
2012
My new year's resolution isn't to quit something, lose weight, or a typical resolution - but to have a makeover from the inside out, bc Lord knows, I need it more than most! I have been through so much this year and I have let it burden me like most people are prone to do.
I hope to make changes that will allow me to be peaceful. Allow me to make the most of every second with my little one bc she is my sun, moon, and stars! I plan on becoming that A+ person I used to be and let this B- attitude find a new owner!
Happy New Year people! Spend it with your family & true friends because they are the true staples of your life!
Nutritional Starts
So my day starts a little crappy (big shocker, I know)... Instead of a place that opens at 8:30am having employees that actually show up at that time...it is apparently unseen at this particular business location I had to visit. So 20minutes later they come in at 8:50 and serve me, thankfully within 5min bc I'm due at work @ 9am. I get to work and go to grab a nutritional staple from the vending machine and my stinking prepared get stuck. After rounds of violently shaking the machine then acting calm and cool as an employee passes, I play it off by pulling out the oreo package and coca cola and slipping back into my office to devour my morning supplements. Ah, this should be a swell Friday.
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Too Much Pain To Deal With
Anyways... Let's try this again...
I must continue to give it everything I have, no matter how weak I feel. Which is very weak right now-- how can evil win so many times and keep coming back? How can people who do horrible things to other succeed and come back for more?
I must fight. Give it all I have. Try and be her light in the very dark path he is trying to pull her down.
For all other single moms out there who are trying to survive and keep your child from your dangerous ex, remember you can't give up. I am preaching to the choir, I realize this, but we all have to bind together and find strength in each other!